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Lim JingQi, 25th February 1996, Singapore   
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Perching On The Soul (Affliates) AikSoon Cassa Celeste ChoonZin Huiting HuiYu HuiYun Joey Joy Lydia Madeline Zann |
12:36 AM
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Well well well, haha. I apologise for MIA-ing for so long. But i seriously have nothing to say :( Life's really really complicated right now, and it's not really convenient for me to say. Anwhow, i'm not despogirl96 okay! Heh, bought new tops online, didn't shop for very long alr! So this little concession is okay ;) Oh, and the prev postage wasn't a lost postage! It's 'cos i forgot to send my unit number with my address, hence the mail got sent back! The person very honest i like ;) Heh, i thought it was a junk email so didn't read, luckily i didn't delete it! Altho it was 2 weeks ago but yeah, there should still be stock! Appreciate th honesty loads ^^ And yes, i'll definitely miss my Swiss Blacks Team loads :( Last match this Sunday at Clementi Sports Hall at 8 am ;) Come support okay! Okay i'm side tracking. Hmm yes, might have countdown party tgt, but will seriously miss them. They are a very fun group of people, very family-like. Love it, great memories tgt, went throught different matches. Hope there will be meetups even after League ended! Counting down, 10 days~ |
12:07 AM|
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Sigh, don't really know what's with me nowadays. Getting all edgy and touchy. Watch shows, depressing parts, than my mood will darken somehow. After that i'll have nothing to do that can suit my mood. Maybe due to th stress i have for the audition. Probably 'cos i really really want to succeed and i cannot anticipate what will happen. Always been like this fr all sorts of competition.. Sigh, zann! I want you to be back soon to share my stress! 'Cos your the only one who understand.. I'm totally dedicating this post to you man. Saranghaeyo~ HEHEH :$ Alright, a lot of train'g nowadays, ugh, muscles getting all big! Like really really. Unlike it much.. must really have rest days.. Holidays don't seem like holidays. |
12:49 AM|
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 WOO GONNA POST A RANDOM PIC. I THINK I LOOK CUTE *WINKKKKKS* |
12:10 AM|
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From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled. SWEET MUCH? Guys learn! "When I was six years old I met him in the playground and he came up to me with a daisy, just the one, and knelt on both knees and asked me to marry him. So I pushed him over then ran away. Two days later he came over and asked if he could play cops and robbers with me and from that day on we played everyday. At 11 on my first day of Secondary school I was so nervous but at lunch time he came to find me, and we sat down and ate lunch together. We did this everyday for an entire year. You were the first person I told about everything, about my crushes, about my lessons and about all the people I hated, and when I was 13 and thought I was the only one who had never been kissed, you offered to show me how, and by the tree in your backgarden we shared our first kiss. At 15 we went to our first proper house party, and I got drunk. Even though I made a fool of myself you were there to help me stand strong. You didnt judge and you didnt make fun. Over the next year we began to seperate, made different friends. I got my first serious boyfriend and you went through quite a few girlfriends. And then it got to May and that meant the prom. Everything had been arranged, I'd been getting my outfit for months and then the day before I found out my boyfriend had cheated on me. The first person I turned to was you. You turned up at my door with a bouquet of roses and a vintage 1950's car. I laughed that night We had three glorious yars together, when everyday I would smile. Even on the last when your mother stood up, in the church infornt of your coffin and began reading from your diary: "I saw you when I was six stood by the bench in a blue checked dress and daisy shoes and I needed to give an other daisy just because.... Becuase i loved you from that day on" His wedding vows written the day after prom, that I will never get to hear." |
12:38 AM|
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Just some lecture, don't mean anything much((: (Look at title) When you love a girl, always tell her : I love you. No matter it's the how many times, or how many times she asked : Do you love me? Whenever she tells you : I love you. Tell her you love her too, sincerely. Don't need any other words to fill in the silence, it'll be redundant. 'Cos the three words means the most. If you don't love her anymore, let her go. Don't let her waste her time showering you with love and concern, and than you just skulk off to find another girl. And when you found the other girl, you than break her heart by saying : Let's break up. Or worse still, two time her. 'Cos this different set of three words have another entirely different effect. Don't act like a big guy in front of yours/hers friends, and order her around. She's willing to take care of you, be grateful alr. They'll put up with your everything, is because they love you. But that doesn't mean she's willing to be your maid. Let me tell you this, she's not. And no matter what, don't make empty promises. However insignificant the promise is, it still means a lot to her. 'Cos a lady wants a shoulder to support her, cry and lean on. If you can't even fulfill little promises you made to her, Then how do you expect her to rely on you with secure mind? When she tells you things from the bottom of her heart, Even if you disagree. Don't correct her or point it out to her. If not how is she going to trust you in the future and let you in on her little secrets? Never play your video or computer games when you're suppose to be with her. She'll feel left out , i'm sure you won't want her to feel inferior to a computer? And don't don't be such an idiot and continue facing your computer even if she says she's fine. Remember, she's not. You don't ask her out to watch you play games. And when it's the period of time for ladies, no matter what. Try your best to put up with her regardless of how unreasonable she is. Never show that you're pissed or unhappy. Compromise, but ofc, the ladies will also have a limit. Please stay faithful, don't envy people in the past who can have more than 1 wives. She treated you as her only one, and she hope you regard her as the only one too. Don't care for other ladies more than you care for her. Women are sensitive creatures, is not that she don't trust you. It's that she cares too much about you. And she hope you do too. That's why there are loads of foolish ladies who tries to make her man jealous with stupid actions, just because they want and are seeking YOUR attention. No matter how motherly, how feminine or how mature a lady seems to you. Deep inside, there's a child living in her. Don't always expect her to take care of you, understand you, compromise, and let her world revolve around you. How she wishes to be able to throw a tantrum like a child to tell you how she feels exactly. So that there's someone to dote on her and love her like she's a child. And not the other way round. When you hurt her or did something wrong. Be a man and admit it to her, apologise too. Don't make her cry. Sometimes, you just have to put aside your so called dignity, It'll heal her and make her happy. Don't say you'll change but yet you do it again. A woman can forgive you once or twice for the same mistake, but never thrice. And when she's at her lowest, comfort her and give her warmth. Protect her and teach her how to move on when she don't know what to do. Love her for who she is, Don't expect only the best from her. There's nobody perfect, and if that's your criteria. You'll never find a woman you love. Accept her weakness, don't leave her in the lurch when she needs you. Be her prince charming, her knight, her hero. Save the damsel in distress. Never be unfaithful, don't betray her. Don't change your girl like you're changing clothes. |
9:09 PM|
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Phew, finally found inspiration to blog again. Those closer to me most probably know what happened. Sent Zann a text too, telling her how other materials stuffs is not even in the league of what i eventually want. Pose no attraction t me. Somehow feel so pathetic. I know you're trying to make me change my mind with all the concession to stuffs. And by stuffs i meant, those you usually won't allow. But, i still want. It's a rare opportunity. Hope you can see that. Love you. And, hey you, i'm not writing a romance novel here, shake that thought off (: Alright, got back preliminary results. Even though only failed Geography, by 1 mark for overall. Somehow dark feelings are stirring inside. I mean, i passed and all, better than what I've expected. But Chinese totally killed the mood. Everything dimmed, because i faired pretty badly.. One of the strongest subject, yet it killed me, mercilessly. English was exactly up to standard. Design and Technology was my top subject, hahahaha, thanks to Simon Wong. Great teacher as to say, not entirely because he's lenient, but because he's fun to be around(: I don't know what's wrong with me ): I'm very sad because nobody read my blog.. Nah kidding, it's because i'm somehow gaining back the weight i've lost! Damn it, my word of the day, Tomorrow second match of League, thrashed in first match against Springfield. They bought an army, as in literally. We only got like what, 11 people present? Not because we've lost than i'm saying this words, but because.. I've mentioned it. Yeah, so i guess it's time to say bye(: P.S. I'm preparing hard for the audition! ;) |
9:05 PM|
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SA2s are finally finally over, and just realised this blog is dead ttm. Well, really nothing much to say. Shall try tying hair soon. Dear hair, please grow faster, i'm desperate! Alright, just to summarize this whole week. Had English, Chinese paper 2 on Monday. Math paper 1 and History on Tuesday. Math paper 2 on Wednesday. Literature on Thursday and Science on Friday. Gosh, initially those killer subjects like math and hist are suppose to kill me. In the end it's Chinese and literature which killed me ._. Pathetic. Left Art on the upcoming Monday. Didn't even start on prep work. Gonna rush it during weekend. Gonna start partying now though! Before the results come back.. Hope i can pass, and there's some darn problem with my phone's pad. So yeah, people please don't blame me if there's typo error^^V |